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is it a good thing for him to pack you cigarettes for you with his dark hands and his callused fingers. is it a good thing when he lights them for you its killing me and im killing him when our silhouettes come together in the glare of sun that erases faces. and we both couldnt have bigger smiles on our faces. only i forgot to tell you that you are killing me and you forgot to say you lived forever sorry but i had to do it myself. you will live forever and love a million try to fill yourself up but never living the dreams you had. they always killed me but never like you i should have never told you anything because you just hugged me and had to go i thought maybe you were just giving me a hug then you said bye and rode away. you didnt want to know that i just smile around you here. but the stars always manage to light a way if you bother to look up.