Drop a Heart, Break a Name...
"you know your going out with the right person when you enjoy sitting next to them as much as you enjoy making-out with them"
well stef came to see me yesterday...i was so happy...it was so great to see her! i missed her so much...well she wanted me to go see a movie with her and her friends so i was like ok ill have to ask my mom...and drag my boyfriend lol i didnt really want to go alone cuz i dont know anybody else but her so i had nick go and im so glad cuz it was sold out when we got there and i couldnt find stef so oh well...we wandered marquee untill my mom got out of K-mart cuz the guy wasnt letting kids in...dick...so we played out in the rain...so we went home and watched a movie over here...Big Fish...pretty boring...but it didnt matter cuz we just kinda watched it while laying on each other...so warm...so comfortible...i am giving the advice to people who dont have or have never have had a boyfriend or girlfriend to get one because they are so ... i dunno ... just get one theyre great... well anyway about 2/3s of the way through the movie his mom called and was like "arg its 2 minutes to 10:30 when are you comming home?!" so we decided we had to take him home and finish the movie some other time... i hate that bitch... anyway we got up and he gave me a hug and said "you owe me two hugs before i go tonight" and i asked why and he said "one for your boyfriend one for your friend" that was sweet...anyway we were going out to the car and it was raining so we went to "get the mail" ((even though i already got it)) so we could play in the rain... so yeah i said something about us having alot of good times in the rain and he said yah we have to do it again...without heather this time...i laughed and told him about the picture i have of him and heather together...im like yeah i have a pic of my best friend and my boyfriend together...loverly...but yeah we took him home and when i got home i was listening to the Dah! mixes and "Good Riddence" came on...well that song always ALWAYS makes me cry because of mike and i just sang along thought of all the good times like normal...but didnt cry...i realized im over it...im done with that...i think stef coming to see me and everything with nick made me realize that i have it good now...its better...and i heard it again just a little bit ago and once again...thoughts of good times...but no tears...im getting better...my scars are finally healing...i love that boy and what he does to me...how he makes me feel...its like all my problems go away...and i feel loved and protected...its such a great feeling...ive never had it before and never though id ever want it...but now i dont want to let it go...well enough random ramblings for now... later guys <3
well stef came to see me yesterday...i was so happy...it was so great to see her! i missed her so much...well she wanted me to go see a movie with her and her friends so i was like ok ill have to ask my mom...and drag my boyfriend lol i didnt really want to go alone cuz i dont know anybody else but her so i had nick go and im so glad cuz it was sold out when we got there and i couldnt find stef so oh well...we wandered marquee untill my mom got out of K-mart cuz the guy wasnt letting kids in...dick...so we played out in the rain...so we went home and watched a movie over here...Big Fish...pretty boring...but it didnt matter cuz we just kinda watched it while laying on each other...so warm...so comfortible...i am giving the advice to people who dont have or have never have had a boyfriend or girlfriend to get one because they are so ... i dunno ... just get one theyre great... well anyway about 2/3s of the way through the movie his mom called and was like "arg its 2 minutes to 10:30 when are you comming home?!" so we decided we had to take him home and finish the movie some other time... i hate that bitch... anyway we got up and he gave me a hug and said "you owe me two hugs before i go tonight" and i asked why and he said "one for your boyfriend one for your friend" that was sweet...anyway we were going out to the car and it was raining so we went to "get the mail" ((even though i already got it)) so we could play in the rain... so yeah i said something about us having alot of good times in the rain and he said yah we have to do it again...without heather this time...i laughed and told him about the picture i have of him and heather together...im like yeah i have a pic of my best friend and my boyfriend together...loverly...but yeah we took him home and when i got home i was listening to the Dah! mixes and "Good Riddence" came on...well that song always ALWAYS makes me cry because of mike and i just sang along thought of all the good times like normal...but didnt cry...i realized im over it...im done with that...i think stef coming to see me and everything with nick made me realize that i have it good now...its better...and i heard it again just a little bit ago and once again...thoughts of good times...but no tears...im getting better...my scars are finally healing...i love that boy and what he does to me...how he makes me feel...its like all my problems go away...and i feel loved and protected...its such a great feeling...ive never had it before and never though id ever want it...but now i dont want to let it go...well enough random ramblings for now... later guys <3