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[deadbird]

the burden of feeling
the taste of the wind of fall
the desire to love innocence
the lust for the wicked
the feelings I feel
the ugliness I see in the mirror
the unwantedness girls make me feel
my solution of becoming numb
I see in the mirror the drugs I have become
and the numb that i love

even though i struggle to have a girl next to me
its good to have the drugs protect me

all from the feelings