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I feel like a part of my life is nothing but ashes, like cremated remains of something beautiful. And everyday I feel those ashes reincarnating itself into other aspects of my life, building upon them. Which ultimately results in many parts of my life flourishing and coming back to life. Yet, the origin of the ashes are slowly vanishing. I'm becoming more aware of what little is left and I'm beginning to clench onto it with everything I am. I want to create something beautiful again with the last handful of ashes that remain.
Everything has an origin of some sort. In order to find what is really there you have to strip away all the layers and get down to the core. I am now left with the core of my heart. I want to salvage what I have and rebuild it. A replica will never be as beautiful as the original. And even though it is a replica, it is still original.
My life is being rebuilt every day and I feel stronger as time rolls on. The abilities and qualities I have are sky high, like mountains now. I never thought it would be possible to feel this good in so many ways about life. I've broken everything down to the core and constructed something amazing for each piece.
...Still I am left with one core. The core that gives everything else its glow. The core that will shine the most. Yet, all I have is a core and I can't rebuild it. I've tried in so many ways, but they are all wrong. When you beat away everything until this point you begin to realize what should be there. I know what should be there, and I want you to see it too. You are the substance that creates such a glow on the beauty in my life.
Everything has an origin of some sort. In order to find what is really there you have to strip away all the layers and get down to the core. I am now left with the core of my heart. I want to salvage what I have and rebuild it. A replica will never be as beautiful as the original. And even though it is a replica, it is still original.
My life is being rebuilt every day and I feel stronger as time rolls on. The abilities and qualities I have are sky high, like mountains now. I never thought it would be possible to feel this good in so many ways about life. I've broken everything down to the core and constructed something amazing for each piece.
...Still I am left with one core. The core that gives everything else its glow. The core that will shine the most. Yet, all I have is a core and I can't rebuild it. I've tried in so many ways, but they are all wrong. When you beat away everything until this point you begin to realize what should be there. I know what should be there, and I want you to see it too. You are the substance that creates such a glow on the beauty in my life.