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Over slept by a whole hour this morning.. then I prepared my cup of coffee and sat down here at the computer.. lol Shit! I AM crazy. This morning, the ick is strong. I hardly heard from Logan at all yesterday. I texted and three hours later he texted back. Then I texted again and he never answered, and I was up LATE. Maybe he's just so busy getting his house ready for his mama's visit. Maybe he just doesn't like me anymore. Of course, that's the first thought that comes to mind. In my eyes, I'm just not good enough. I don't deserve something good like good love, or a good relationship. I'm not cute enough or smart enough. Living in faith wouldn't look this way. If God were in that picture, I would realize that I am lovely just as I am, that God has good things in store for me, too, and that I'm just as cute as anyone else. Sometimes, my struggles are as follows: money, time, & FAITH.