meh
Am experiencing a severe case of emotion sickness. It's weird how some days I'm ok and then others I'm just like 'f*ck life I'm gonna shoot myself.' I guess that's part of being a teenager. Sometimes I wish I could just fall asleep and stay asleep forever and maybe wake up when things aren't so bad. Maybe it's just winter is getting to me. I HATE winter and I HATE the cold.
We have exams this week. Haven't studied yet. I've pretty much stopped caring about school in general. My mom will be pissed off if I do mediocre on exams and she'll tell me that we should've just moved to Anderson right away. Hmph.
My mom keeps reminding me of how hard this is for her and I feel like such a bad person. It's weird because now that I'm the only person she has at home she complains to me about everything whereas before her and my dad would never want to talk to me except to just pry into my personal life. People are so weird.
I was thinking today and I came up with the idea that maybe if society waited until kids were a few years older to put them through school kids might be happier and more willing to go. Going to high school when you're 18-20 years old might be a lot better than going when you're 15-18 years old. Less puberty and moodiness and nasty stuff like that. Or maybe I'm just an idiot who doesn't know what she's talking about. But it was just an idea.
Am sad that Ian Curtis hung himself in 1980. *sobs uncontrollably* Why? WHY???!!!
Life sucks. Get over it.
We have exams this week. Haven't studied yet. I've pretty much stopped caring about school in general. My mom will be pissed off if I do mediocre on exams and she'll tell me that we should've just moved to Anderson right away. Hmph.
My mom keeps reminding me of how hard this is for her and I feel like such a bad person. It's weird because now that I'm the only person she has at home she complains to me about everything whereas before her and my dad would never want to talk to me except to just pry into my personal life. People are so weird.
I was thinking today and I came up with the idea that maybe if society waited until kids were a few years older to put them through school kids might be happier and more willing to go. Going to high school when you're 18-20 years old might be a lot better than going when you're 15-18 years old. Less puberty and moodiness and nasty stuff like that. Or maybe I'm just an idiot who doesn't know what she's talking about. But it was just an idea.
Am sad that Ian Curtis hung himself in 1980. *sobs uncontrollably* Why? WHY???!!!
Life sucks. Get over it.