May 18, 2009 17:26
honestly, i'm bored with everything. life is just BORING. everyone leaves me out of the loop, everyone tends to cast me aside, everyone tends to be disconnected from any world that involves me.
and this really pisses me off, but what's new? so, i'm going to leave everyone else out of the loop. i'm not going to tell anyone a single thing of any importance or relativity, and see where that leaves me. it'll probably leave me worse off than i am right now, but oh well. i've been trying so hard today to hold back my passive aggressiveness. you have no idea as to how badly i struggled with it today.
/end rant
other than that, i do have a friend or two that isn't completely KILLING me. my bff cierra (and my killers in elizabeth, indiana, buddy...heck yes we're going to meet them and play evil tricks on dave!) has herself a new love interest. it is so cute, really. it really is. I GET SO HAPPY FOR OTHER PEOPLE. they text all the time and he sends he messages with infinite "i miss you"s and they like all the same things. i'm glad that she happy. she deserves it. ^^
sooo, awwwww. <3 <3 <3
yeah, i have nothing else cute to tell you about. i just used this honey exfoliant and i smell amazing and feel pretty amazing as well. i'm going to go tan later because i'm devilishly pale. uhhh, my friend and i have started up another round of the epic weight loss contest. we completely cheated last time. but, i weight 125 right now. i hope to knock off five pounds by the end of the week.
it's dangerous, yes. but amusing? even more so. i have nothing else better to do with my time, and when i'm angry and disappointed, it's easier for me to switch back to my old ways. yaaaaay for life.
i just watched the brit awards on tv. it came on fuse for the first time in america EVER, i assume, this morning. i dvred it, and then indulged myself with certain segments repetitively. i need say no more. :D
that's it for now. ciao.
love,
brandon flowers,
i'm so neurotic,
rant