you better crawl...
i've been so high strung lately. ugh, it's not fun. i keep having these disturbing reoccuring thoughts. it's like i can't even control what goes through my mind. it just happens. and it's disgusting.
my neurosis sucks.
i don't know what to do about it. if anyone here is a pyschiatrist, please consult me on controlling my neurotic symptoms. KTHX.
anyway, i suppose i have a bit of good news. it makes me happy. everyone else that i've told about this has been like "oh. okay....?" but yeah, yeah. i'm co-editor of the newspaper at school. woo. go me. another example of what i said in my last post. no one gets it. this is the first baby step towards me being editor of spin or rolling stone, or whatever. this is what i want. this is what i'm going to get. god.
/end anger.
i've got an indie elitist rant to make. number one: how dare VH1 use the virgins on their ads for some stupid, shallow television show? the music isn't the main focus in their commerical. women in skimpy clothes are. it really annoys me when music takes the backseat to garbage. especially when i consider the music to be one of MY bands. i have a connection to make to this. the killers' all these things that i've done, for example. it was used in that olympic ad for nike. nike did the music/visual concept the right way. the music was just as dramatic as the commerical itself. the commerical wouldn't have been NEARLY as effective if it wasn't for inspirational refrain of "i got soul, but i'm not a soldier." but in the VH1 commerical, you can barely hear the music. sure, in the corner it says "rich girls by the virgins", but when some sleaze is on the screen, who's going to divert their attention to the corner?
no one, my friends. no one.
another example of how music is grossly underrated. if i had it my way, i would change this. i'm going to have it my way, and i am going to change it. i'll force the government to make me secretary of the arts.
that's a nice concept.
alright, so i've got normal teenage girl things to rant about. idk. lol. omg. jk jk jk. soooo, there's this guyyyyyy, and i think he's kind of cool. but i think he's got this thiiiiiing called a girlfrienddddd! OMG OMG OMG.
hahahaha, the sad thing is that i sometimes switch into that mode in everyday conversation. I KNOW WHAT'S TO BLAME. (turns on caps lock. i am aware that my journal does not pick up caps, so imagine this) I'VE BEEN LURKING AT CAPS_THEKILLERS FOR FAR TOO LONG AND NOW ITS RUBBING OFF IN MY DAY TO DAY CONVERSATION. AND I REALLY WANT TO POST THERE, BUT IM INTIMIDATED. LOL. LOL. KAYYYYYY. (end caps lock)
okay. so i have a new journal feature. it's called KILLERS NOSTALGIA MOMENT. (so yeah, i took this pic from caps_TK. so what.
LMAO DAVID BRENT. then we have the other picture where someone is putting whipped cream on his chest. LMAO I WONDER WHO. Brandon, Brandon, Brandon. That's who. I know this because the indie days were circa the Brandon/Dave relationship. people in relationships put food stuffs on each other. it just goes that way.
And that "Some Girls" shirt has stood the test of time. How long how has he had that thing? Geeze. I almost bought it the other day. I think I should.
so there. that's my day. ciao bellas. buena suerte.
my neurosis sucks.
i don't know what to do about it. if anyone here is a pyschiatrist, please consult me on controlling my neurotic symptoms. KTHX.
anyway, i suppose i have a bit of good news. it makes me happy. everyone else that i've told about this has been like "oh. okay....?" but yeah, yeah. i'm co-editor of the newspaper at school. woo. go me. another example of what i said in my last post. no one gets it. this is the first baby step towards me being editor of spin or rolling stone, or whatever. this is what i want. this is what i'm going to get. god.
/end anger.
i've got an indie elitist rant to make. number one: how dare VH1 use the virgins on their ads for some stupid, shallow television show? the music isn't the main focus in their commerical. women in skimpy clothes are. it really annoys me when music takes the backseat to garbage. especially when i consider the music to be one of MY bands. i have a connection to make to this. the killers' all these things that i've done, for example. it was used in that olympic ad for nike. nike did the music/visual concept the right way. the music was just as dramatic as the commerical itself. the commerical wouldn't have been NEARLY as effective if it wasn't for inspirational refrain of "i got soul, but i'm not a soldier." but in the VH1 commerical, you can barely hear the music. sure, in the corner it says "rich girls by the virgins", but when some sleaze is on the screen, who's going to divert their attention to the corner?
no one, my friends. no one.
another example of how music is grossly underrated. if i had it my way, i would change this. i'm going to have it my way, and i am going to change it. i'll force the government to make me secretary of the arts.
that's a nice concept.
alright, so i've got normal teenage girl things to rant about. idk. lol. omg. jk jk jk. soooo, there's this guyyyyyy, and i think he's kind of cool. but i think he's got this thiiiiiing called a girlfrienddddd! OMG OMG OMG.
hahahaha, the sad thing is that i sometimes switch into that mode in everyday conversation. I KNOW WHAT'S TO BLAME. (turns on caps lock. i am aware that my journal does not pick up caps, so imagine this) I'VE BEEN LURKING AT CAPS_THEKILLERS FOR FAR TOO LONG AND NOW ITS RUBBING OFF IN MY DAY TO DAY CONVERSATION. AND I REALLY WANT TO POST THERE, BUT IM INTIMIDATED. LOL. LOL. KAYYYYYY. (end caps lock)
okay. so i have a new journal feature. it's called KILLERS NOSTALGIA MOMENT. (so yeah, i took this pic from caps_TK. so what.
LMAO DAVID BRENT. then we have the other picture where someone is putting whipped cream on his chest. LMAO I WONDER WHO. Brandon, Brandon, Brandon. That's who. I know this because the indie days were circa the Brandon/Dave relationship. people in relationships put food stuffs on each other. it just goes that way.
And that "Some Girls" shirt has stood the test of time. How long how has he had that thing? Geeze. I almost bought it the other day. I think I should.
so there. that's my day. ciao bellas. buena suerte.