wed nes day
man i hate waking up at 7:30, and coming home at 7:30 -8:00. i used to wake up at 12 noon and go to sleep at 4 am. that was the life, playing starcraft, smoking weed, drinking beers, no worries. but now im all stressed out, driving insanely fast on the freeway cause im always late. and im not eating correctly because im getting thinner but gaining weight. also im getting weird pains in my chest and arms, like my veins are plugging up. well i havent been smoking weed or drinking beers, but i smoke cigerttes like a volcano. my friend sean has disappeared somewhere. i dunno where he lives, his number dont work, and he got fired from ralphs. o well, maybe one day i might bump into him. my ATF are getting more violent due to the decreasing numbers of them. they are a shoaling (like a pack of wolves) fish, they need large numbers to feel comfortable. i have 3, they would prefer around 10 or more.