...nonsense...
I can't take this...must do something before i completely die inside...to much happening at once...need to get my act straight...don't cut school...farragut is stricter...but all of this is useless nonsense...don't want to live...hurts inside...hurts to love...hurts to be loved...someone who is suppose to care doesn't show it that much...i just want everything the way it was...alone and forgotten...used to that feeling...can't take it that people actually care...can't wait to leave...can't wait to make my disappearance...fake hope...fake love...lost...torn...negativity...all i can feel...death...despair...labels...why...does...everything...have...to...be...this...way where no one can no longer love...just being swallowed by the lost of feeling...maybe i shouldn't make the switch...confused...what should i really do...can't seem to figure it out...death...love...it's all the same...same emotions...same complications
BTW THIS IS NONSENSE FROM MY MIND DON'T PAY ANY ATTENTION UNLESS YOU KNOW ME WHICH IS A GOOD THING THEN YOU KOW EXACTLY HOW TO READ THIS...
BTW THIS IS NONSENSE FROM MY MIND DON'T PAY ANY ATTENTION UNLESS YOU KNOW ME WHICH IS A GOOD THING THEN YOU KOW EXACTLY HOW TO READ THIS...