Cherry Chapstick

[deadat25]

I think me and my SO are getting to the point where we can just look at each other and know the level of hate we have for each other. We're the kind of relationship that needs a healthy dose of time away from each other. If I had a normal 9-5 we might even have a normal relationship. But I don't, rather I freelance so I'm home for insane spells at a time and then away just as long. Which for the first week it's okay. We miss each other, go through the normal routinees of long distance relationships. But sadly I'm away for longer than that and when I finally come home they're pretty used to life without me and have the entire home set up just the way they like it. So of course I come home and sprawl out over everything just to start fights. Okay so maybe a bit of it has something to do with me being a bit of an ass but still. My ex and my SO have decided to become friends. which of course has led to some tension between me and them. The ex is going around having sex with different people every night, sometimes more than one person in a night while in a committed relationship with another person. And yes the divorce isn't final yet either while all this is going on (The ex was married to someone else). I don't see a big deal, SO is swearing I have no conscious and monogamy is dead. Personally I just believe a girl is allowed to get off any way a she wants. Hey if a guy can get high fived for the same behavior, I'm damn sure going to high five a girl.

Meanwhile I've had Katy Perry's "I kissed a girl." on constant repeat through my brain and I-Tunes. God damn that's an addicting song. I was going to complain about there not being enough catchy gay songs about kissing boys, but then again we did take over every well meaning disco and 70's pop song for our own. Soo we'll call it good for now.