Apr 15, 2003 15:31
tonight:
all by my lonesome. i already miss my mom.
today kind of sucked. i think i'm far too paranoid of peoples' intentions...and then i think of stuff that's happened in the past and it doesn't seem like i'm so crazy. but i hate thinking the worst of people. i prefer to give them the benefit of the doubt. being suspicious of someone you're somewhat close to is a shitty feeling.
yesterday i accidentally ripped a hole in the rear of my 2 day old pair of pants. i now have 3 pairs of pants with holes in the butt. 2 pairs are sorta stretchy, making it difficult to repair. grrrrr. i need to get working on my sewing machine. i'll probably get on it as soon as school is out. i have tons of reading i need to do in the next month. i don't even want to think about it...my brain may explode. i haven't been getting the amount of sleep i require to remain healthy and am thisclose to getting sick.
that's why i'm gonna go take a pre-baseball game nap.