Year FK
Well, these past 6 months have something of a self discovery, I would like to thank 'K (edit: and I have been quite mean to 'K' in the past, I have seen her in 7 years, but hell, I know shes my side, and knows me better than I care to know myself(mainly she was sober/ I wasn't!) )' and 'M' for reminding me who I used to be before my 2 half year sentence with 'N' and reminding me that I am more than just that 'token artist' they know, with plenty of trauma! "What does kill you makes you stronger" Well that’s what I tell myself over and over again. Well with great art come great art comes great suffering..... I 'm sure that's a quote another great writer, can't remember where I got that one from.
Tell you what, I am going to be glad have a studio in different area to where plan to I live, at the moment I just feel that I am at work 24/ 7, I know art is a way of life and I can take that gladly, it’s just some down time would be nice. I get a panic that I am running out of time and that I that I 'm not doing enough, and then I end up burning the candle at both ends and in the middle.
Thinking about it in the past 5 years I haven't had somewhere that I could call 'home', it hasn't fussed me much, I only know because have pointed it out to me, this how removed I have become, location, people, it doesn't matter to me, yep, Sartre has had lasting a effect on me, but I feel kind of sad like I m missing something but I don't know what I'm missing, hey is that a bad thing? If I m honest, I not too sure if I still going to be in the UK this time next, I could be anywhere......
Tell you what, I am going to be glad have a studio in different area to where plan to I live, at the moment I just feel that I am at work 24/ 7, I know art is a way of life and I can take that gladly, it’s just some down time would be nice. I get a panic that I am running out of time and that I that I 'm not doing enough, and then I end up burning the candle at both ends and in the middle.
Thinking about it in the past 5 years I haven't had somewhere that I could call 'home', it hasn't fussed me much, I only know because have pointed it out to me, this how removed I have become, location, people, it doesn't matter to me, yep, Sartre has had lasting a effect on me, but I feel kind of sad like I m missing something but I don't know what I'm missing, hey is that a bad thing? If I m honest, I not too sure if I still going to be in the UK this time next, I could be anywhere......