Dec 17, 2006 23:24
you know? i really feel like in the past few years or maybe just one, ive lost a huge part of myself. I dont think the same way i used to, and in some ways thats a good thing, because i was pretty depressed. not to say that im totally out of that now.
But seriously, i dont want to be a writer anymore. I want to own a restaraunt, or a bakery. I dont listen to the same kind of music.. more or less i do, but ive branched out a whole lot. not to mention, i think music has lost a lot of its importance to me.
that kinda sucks because it used to mean so much to me that it could help me when no one else could. just that right song you know?
shit. i dunno. i just feel like im not really me anymore. but maybe im finally becoming more like i want to be, im just getting used to it.
Ha. yeah. i doubt it.