nothingness
i am really cold right now. its makign my hands hurt. anyways, i dotn know im nto in the greatest of moods right now. why do i always seem to feel liek shit when i am writing these things? well i do. siek i dunno, im just tired i guess. adn BORED. thast the thing. i am just really tired of feelign the same all the time. its just the same odl thing we never do anything different and someoone is always mad for soemthign and i never know what and i have to guess at whats goign on because i dotn ever know. i dont know i am feelign liek nothign ever changes you know. im either mad or sad. i never have anyone who wants to be with me, guywise that is, but ti doesnt matter because i dotn know what the fuck i want either. adn that pisses me off. then makes me sad. whatever.