Nov 12, 2005 22:23
sorry i couldent be the one to hold you up this time
everything i care for crumbles by my touch
a broken smile filled with the synthetic happyness
i've been my own biggest disaster
i've lost myself trying to be something else
i'm the reason for every loss you ever had
any tear you've ever shed
any lie thats ever crushed you, you'll find me by it's side
my empty heart swallows all, trying to feel whole again
it indulges on the pain that sucks your hopes away
relentless thoughts of your unhappiness taunt my memory
the bitter cold of lonelyness holds my hand tonight....