Apr 02, 2010 16:16
today has been one of the worst days i've had in a long while, and i know its not over yet. i tried to call in today, because i'm starting to learn my limits and i knew that i needed a break. i ended up at work anyway thinking it would be an hour or two. i fucked up so much shit and people are so mean on botox day. some lady got pissed that i said her total would be 120 because she was told it was going to be 100. really, 20 dollars? i understand saving your money but if you're spending it on botox in the first place maybe you have some things to reconsider..
i had a pretty good handle on my anxiety lately but this last two weeks its been getting bad. all of this crap going on in real life is totally getting to me on top of working 60 hours this week, and today i just exploded. i had a panic attack at work in front of patients and all the girls. so embarrassing. i totally love all the girls at work for being fucking angels.
i need to stop worrying about every little thing so much.
people are shitheads.