Well, well, well now...

Dec 13, 2015 01:19

I guess I'll backtrack on here and see if anyone else has posted recently.

I have been casually dating a guy for a year now. He'd marry me tomorrow if I'd agree, but he knows that I will not EVEN consider marriage until Jessica graduates in 2019.

Enter Charles. I met Charles in 2009 or 2010, before the divorce from Eeyore. We really connected and totally avoided each other for years because we really, really, really connected physically and beyond. So, Charles texted me out of nowhere today after years and years of no contact. The woman I thought was his wife, but he never actually married left him years ago. I left Eeyore years ago. I'm wanting to meet Charles in the next few weeks/months, if possible, but I'm scared.

Casual guy is so stupidly wonderful in many ways, but just doesn't intrigue me like Charles. This probably means Charles is a total asshole in the long run and casual guy is probably the most perfect guy ever.

Damnit.

I'm going to watch Christmas movies and consider converting to Catholicism and joining a convent now.
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