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This is for all the people who didn't want to put forth effort towards me when they could have had me, but always keep coming back.

For everyone who's taken me forgranted.

For those who have taken advantage of what I have to offer.

For those who took without ever giving back.

For those who hesitated.

For those who half-stepped.

For those who said things they never followed through on.

For those who said things they didn't mean.

This is for those who were disloyal to their commitment to someone else because they wanted me.

For those who were too arrogant to suffer for me.

This is for those who never saw my value.

For those who tried to encase my identity and existence into their own boundaries.

For those who have judged me against someone else's standards.

For those who can't handle everything that I am.

This is for those I intimidate.

For those I make weak in the knees.

For those whose heartbeats speed up when I'm around.

For those who fantasize about me.

For those who fear my power.

For those I overwhelm with my intensity.

This is for everyone who could have, but never did and will never know...

This is for the guy who never initiated a game of power struggles.

A guy who didn't hesitate or hold back.

Who gives as much, if not more.

Who recognizes my value and puts forth effort to protect it.

Who lets me let it all hang out and doesn't judge me.

Who can barely handle me, but isn't afraid to admit it.

The guy who makes me smile into space.

The guy who speeds my breathing and finds freedom in my power.

Who overwhelms me with understanding and attention.

My fantasy, the guy I overwhelm with feelings.

This is for the guy who didn't have to, but created a way because he really wanted to find out.

This is for me.

This is because I'm brave enough to make mistakes.

This is because I don't give up.

This is because I won't settle for less.

This is because I've never had anyone to call my own.

This is because no one ever really wanted me for me.

This is because hardly anyone truly knows me.

This is because all I've ever had are my accomplishments.

This is because I'm willing to suffer for my dreams.

This is because I know what it's like to go without, and because I can recognize value when I see it.

Because I have the ability to let it all out without holding back.

This is because I deserve it, because I've earned it.

This is for me, because I won't let it slip away.