family
I moved out of my mom's house and I live with Josh. I get a horrible feeling now when I think of family... I just thought that after my dad passed away we'd all be so much closer cause that's really all we have. But boy was I ever wrong! I got close with my brother for quite some time and he was actually getting his life together and becoming a normal human then his soul was eaten by a terrible person and he'll never be the same(never lend family money either). My mom is the best person, I know! She's caring, would do anything she could for somebody even after being burned a couple times, and she's let so many people live with us and given so much. But we just can't seem to get a long and I really wish we could. It sucks so bad to work at the mall and see people hanging out with their parents and shopping, laughing, or just hanging out and getting along. I miss it. The only one i've got any kind of real relationship with is my sister. I call her every once and a while or go see she just lives about an hour away and is extremley busy with school so that kind of sucks.
Money really isn't a better situation either there isn't ever enough to help out with the bills or gas or just really being able to live. I've made 5 dollars stretch farther than I thought it ever could.
I guess I'm just really unhappy with everything. Stuck in a rut, maybe? I really don't sleep and works getting the better of me(coworkers are horrible!). I wanted to start school late but late registration is early than I thought so I've got to wait until spring to start. I've got to make something of myself.
someone want to buy a 2 year old mattress me and josh can't use it and it's just sitting mattress and box springs for $450. I paid $800 for it and it's got a quilted pillow top and indivually wrapped coils it's extremely comfortable!
Money really isn't a better situation either there isn't ever enough to help out with the bills or gas or just really being able to live. I've made 5 dollars stretch farther than I thought it ever could.
I guess I'm just really unhappy with everything. Stuck in a rut, maybe? I really don't sleep and works getting the better of me(coworkers are horrible!). I wanted to start school late but late registration is early than I thought so I've got to wait until spring to start. I've got to make something of myself.
someone want to buy a 2 year old mattress me and josh can't use it and it's just sitting mattress and box springs for $450. I paid $800 for it and it's got a quilted pillow top and indivually wrapped coils it's extremely comfortable!