I have measured out my life with coffee spoons
Sigh. It's begun. I can already feel the monotony creeping into me. It murders the days. Everyday will be exactly the same as the last untill summer comes back. Who am I kidding? Even summer gets monotonous after a while, although I would choose it in a heartbeat over this. And then when I'm finally done with high school and college, I get to work utill I die. Nothing will change. At all. All I want is an end to the sameness of life. I want an adventure. I deserve one damn it. It feels like I've been waiting my whole life for something interesting to happen, for an adventure of some kind. And all the little insignificant things I do everyday is equivalent to the kinds of things I'd do if I was waiting for a bus. I'm just so tired of it.
School only started two days ago but I'm already burnt out. I just can't bring myself to be subjected to all the work and projects and everything else that comes with it. I'm tired of constantly having to prove my intelligence to teachers and my parents day after day after day. We all know I'm smart, why do I need to show it to you?
God, that was so whiny and introspective. So very Liz.
School only started two days ago but I'm already burnt out. I just can't bring myself to be subjected to all the work and projects and everything else that comes with it. I'm tired of constantly having to prove my intelligence to teachers and my parents day after day after day. We all know I'm smart, why do I need to show it to you?
God, that was so whiny and introspective. So very Liz.