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i'm pretty sure neal cassady lived the BEST. LIFE. EVER. !.
lately i've constantly been feeling like i'm just coming up short. i don't even know what i'm coming up short of, but i'm losing at something. LIFE maybe?! i don't know what it is, but i can feel it. like i keep finishing in second place. second is good and all, but sometimes, you just need to win the gold, you know? does that make sense? oh, fuck it. i don't care. EVERYTHING IS A METAPHOR! LIFE IS A....RACE?!....(not a track meet, but a marathon)
(i am currently reading the electric kool-aid acid test. i feel this explains all.)
lately i've constantly been feeling like i'm just coming up short. i don't even know what i'm coming up short of, but i'm losing at something. LIFE maybe?! i don't know what it is, but i can feel it. like i keep finishing in second place. second is good and all, but sometimes, you just need to win the gold, you know? does that make sense? oh, fuck it. i don't care. EVERYTHING IS A METAPHOR! LIFE IS A....RACE?!....(not a track meet, but a marathon)
(i am currently reading the electric kool-aid acid test. i feel this explains all.)