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I just want to cry. I hurt so baad right now. The one I thought I could count on, the one I thought was real isn't. I effn dislike this. It makes me feel insecure and childish and apathetic. This pisses me off beyond belief. I wish he felt the pain that I am feeling right now. Effn asshole. I should of just done what I wanted to a long time ago and everything would be better...for me atleast. Fuck this journal and fuck the world. I'm out!