I know you've had a rough time, and Ive told you countless times, that things will get better. And I also keep telling you that you are so much stronger than you appear to be. You have gone through so much it would make anyone go absolutely crazy. Believe me, you've had a lot worse life than I've had, and I thought I wanted to kill myself. I read this thing 3 times, and every time I would read it, I got really sad, but then...I got really happy, because Im glad I know someone like you, and that I know so much about you, and that through all this pain and suffering you've been through, you manage to come out on top, and smiling. You prove everyone wrong, you prove to the world that there is life after so much tragedy has brought you down.
Matt doesnt know, (or maybe he does, just doesnt realize it) that you arent as fragile as some people would have you to be. He has it really good right now, but then again he doesnt. I mean he has you. You love him to death, and NOTHING can change that. (trust me, ive done tests :D )
But the sad part is, hes not around alot to enjoy the special gift god has given him. But I can't say Im angry with him for not being there, because I guess you could say hes doing something for the world, before he takes his cake.
The way I see it is, after matt comes home from the army, hes going to have you, and you and matt are going to live your lives out as best as you can. Theres no other way to explain. Honestly I know he loves you, because even though you guys are seperated so much of the time, Love still exists. And even though love wont hold a relationship together, you also have something that WILL keep it together. Trust and loyalty. If matt knew the pride you took in him every single day, I think he would quit right now, and never leave your side. Because If i was him, I would come back, and never even THINK of leaving again.
You truly are the strongest living person I can say I have had the pleasure of knowing. I Love you ashley <3
We all know That you have tested me !! And I didnt Fall for it .. Cause I Love Matt More than Anything ..I think about him All The time ..And If something happend to him .. Lord I would Break ...I Love Him and I dont think I have ever Felt this strong about anyone the Way I do about matt..I Love the Way He tells Me he Loves Me ..those Unexspeted Phone calls ..God I Love That Man ...He is Everything I would Ever need...
I know you've had a rough time, and Ive told you countless times, that things will get better. And I also keep telling you that you are so much stronger than you appear to be. You have gone through so much it would make anyone go absolutely crazy. Believe me, you've had a lot worse life than I've had, and I thought I wanted to kill myself. I read this thing 3 times, and every time I would read it, I got really sad, but then...I got really happy, because Im glad I know someone like you, and that I know so much about you, and that through all this pain and suffering you've been through, you manage to come out on top, and smiling. You prove everyone wrong, you prove to the world that there is life after so much tragedy has brought you down.
Matt doesnt know, (or maybe he does, just doesnt realize it) that you arent as fragile as some people would have you to be. He has it really good right now, but then again he doesnt. I mean he has you. You love him to death, and NOTHING can change that. (trust me, ive done tests :D )
But the sad part is, hes not around alot to enjoy the special gift god has given him. But I can't say Im angry with him for not being there, because I guess you could say hes doing something for the world, before he takes his cake.
The way I see it is, after matt comes home from the army, hes going to have you, and you and matt are going to live your lives out as best as you can. Theres no other way to explain. Honestly I know he loves you, because even though you guys are seperated so much of the time, Love still exists. And even though love wont hold a relationship together, you also have something that WILL keep it together. Trust and loyalty. If matt knew the pride you took in him every single day, I think he would quit right now, and never leave your side. Because If i was him, I would come back, and never even THINK of leaving again.
You truly are the strongest living person I can say I have had the pleasure of knowing. I Love you ashley <3
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Cause I Love Matt More than Anything ..I think about him All The time ..And If something happend to him .. Lord I would Break ...I Love Him and I dont think I have ever Felt this strong about anyone the Way I do about matt..I Love the Way He tells Me he Loves Me ..those Unexspeted Phone calls ..God I Love That Man ...He is Everything I would Ever need...
Thanks For Being A great Friend Chris <3 Ash
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