miss lj
writing in here feels so weird now, its like i don't know what to say hahaha funny stuff
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so an update on my life:
school is kicking my ass but it makes me want to work harder and succeed even though everyone is looking at me as if i am incapable of doing great things. stupid people. i can do whatever i want. lol
i have finally found someone who is totally worth my time and effort and its a wonderful feeling for my feelings for him to be reciprocated. i don't have to ever wonder if he likes me or not because i know he does. he totally doesn't fit in what i am used to/attracted to/or have dated in the past and frankly, i think that is what makes him so different from the rest. he is considerate of my feelings and actually cares if i've had a bad day or not. he is everything i've been looking for in a guy. he looks like a tough guy but on the inside is so damn cuddly and i like that. i have finally found a guy who doesn't look like the shit could be beaten out of him without any effort. lol. i guess people would say he and i are moving sort of fast, but why wait when i know what i want and he knows what he wants and we both want the same thing. i mean its not going super super fast but it is a little at the same time. and if you ask if i've fallen for him i will tell you my face might as well be on the floor.... (so we shall see what will become of this...for now it is SIMPLY AMAZING) it's nice to have finally found a truly amazing guy to have and to love.
so here's to 2008 who wouldda thought it was going to turn out like this....
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so an update on my life:
school is kicking my ass but it makes me want to work harder and succeed even though everyone is looking at me as if i am incapable of doing great things. stupid people. i can do whatever i want. lol
i have finally found someone who is totally worth my time and effort and its a wonderful feeling for my feelings for him to be reciprocated. i don't have to ever wonder if he likes me or not because i know he does. he totally doesn't fit in what i am used to/attracted to/or have dated in the past and frankly, i think that is what makes him so different from the rest. he is considerate of my feelings and actually cares if i've had a bad day or not. he is everything i've been looking for in a guy. he looks like a tough guy but on the inside is so damn cuddly and i like that. i have finally found a guy who doesn't look like the shit could be beaten out of him without any effort. lol. i guess people would say he and i are moving sort of fast, but why wait when i know what i want and he knows what he wants and we both want the same thing. i mean its not going super super fast but it is a little at the same time. and if you ask if i've fallen for him i will tell you my face might as well be on the floor.... (so we shall see what will become of this...for now it is SIMPLY AMAZING) it's nice to have finally found a truly amazing guy to have and to love.
so here's to 2008 who wouldda thought it was going to turn out like this....