strange yet so satisfied.
for the first time in my life i feel as if my mother actually loves me
i guess moving out helped, we didnt see each other as often and now appreciate each other
although she does get annoying when she calls and asks if im doing what im supposed to be doing
and eating right and all that jazz. but maybe we'll be okay. maybe she and i can salvage whats left of our relationship =] id be so happy if that happens.
being on my own is definitely awesome.
its so freeing and at the same time i miss the old days.
but heh whatevers right? going forward and not dwelling on the past.
i mean if i keep on dwelling on the past and holding grudges against people...
will it really make me feel better? not really.
so to everything in my past....im letting it go. not forgetting but definitely not caring
im so much better off now. i dont need it.
hahaha therapist thinks that this is progress...i personally dont think it will last.
definitely changing my life (been doing so for the past 4 years)
keeping only those who matter. everyone else is just passing by, but to those who are here to stay i love you guys.
why surround myself with morons? it'll only be bad for me.
school is going profoundly well.
things are definitely looking up.
and to top it all off...
james and i have resolved what was going on between "us"
=] its all gravy now.
im just basically happy right now.
must be all that coffee i just had
i guess moving out helped, we didnt see each other as often and now appreciate each other
although she does get annoying when she calls and asks if im doing what im supposed to be doing
and eating right and all that jazz. but maybe we'll be okay. maybe she and i can salvage whats left of our relationship =] id be so happy if that happens.
being on my own is definitely awesome.
its so freeing and at the same time i miss the old days.
but heh whatevers right? going forward and not dwelling on the past.
i mean if i keep on dwelling on the past and holding grudges against people...
will it really make me feel better? not really.
so to everything in my past....im letting it go. not forgetting but definitely not caring
im so much better off now. i dont need it.
hahaha therapist thinks that this is progress...i personally dont think it will last.
definitely changing my life (been doing so for the past 4 years)
keeping only those who matter. everyone else is just passing by, but to those who are here to stay i love you guys.
why surround myself with morons? it'll only be bad for me.
school is going profoundly well.
things are definitely looking up.
and to top it all off...
james and i have resolved what was going on between "us"
=] its all gravy now.
im just basically happy right now.
must be all that coffee i just had