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[dead_one69]

i'm so cool i updated twice today lol

you lie silent there before me
your tears, they mean nothing to me
the wind howling at the window
the love you never gave
I give to you

really don't deserve it
but now, there's nothing you can do
so sleep in your only memory
and weep, my dearest mother

here's a lullaby to close your eyes
(goodbye...)
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh no
here's a lullaby to close your eyes
(goodbye...)

so insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me
are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers?
maybe flying high, in the clouds?
perhaps you're happy without me
so many seeds have been sown in the field
and who could sprout up so blessedly
if I had died I would never felt sad at all
I would have never felt sad at all

you will not hear me say "I'm sorry"
where is the light?
wonder if it's weeping somewhere...
-Mary Elizabeth Mcglynn "room of angel"