one more note...
vot sizhy p'u vino.. tosklovo na dywe... i just don't know what to do - to stay here or not..you know, friends, i can live here, doing and working at simple jobs and not worrying about my life...FUCK! it's good to be here, but i need to go back to Russia...today i was in Mc'Arthur Mall with Ed.. we had a great time - we were shoping(i bought more stuff for myself), joking on neach other..i want to be drunk now, just,you know, to sleep and not thinking about staying here...why it's almways so complicated to live.. yeah, i know that i have a bad mood today, may be 'cause i've seen Alison today.. say me, friends, why i'm so stupid sometimes?! but you don't have answer for that, it's only up to me..and i can't answer..may be it' better to call Meredith 2morow, but i need to find Jerry first, 'cause only he knows her phone number..may be i will go to movies, if i have some free time.. yesterday i had a funny evening!=) i came to my previous apartment in order to get my watches, that i bought in internet..and new owners - a guy who is almost 30 and his girlfriend - they allowed me to enter and we were drinking beer and talking.. they are really good guys!then i went to 17'th stret park and met there with Ed and other guys.. then Ed bought some beer for me and h drove me home, so i was drinking yesterday too..
It's time to go to bed, it's fuckin' late.. and a lot of things to do tomorow. I wish nobody of my friends has such depreesd mood like i have at the moment...
It's time to go to bed, it's fuckin' late.. and a lot of things to do tomorow. I wish nobody of my friends has such depreesd mood like i have at the moment...