May 10, 2006 18:19
I've decided that I am so thankful for never having before this year to attend a public highschool. No preppy, abercrombic, stuck up bitches, no prettier than most girls guys before now. I'm astonished. I'm thankful for ever single person (for the most part) that I met at Renaissance and USLC, because no two of them have been the same...Renaissance in my years was computer nerds, rockers and people who liked pot. USLC was nerds, gang bangers, rappers, punks and some douches. But there have never been vies for popularity, no social hierarcy, and I really think that has been what has made them awesome. Not to say there was never teasing or dislike among us, we are -were- highschoolers. But there was never the vicious, bitchy wars among girls or jocks. It's so amazing to me that soon this will be over, which will be particularly hard for all those who have made highschool their career, as if it will last more than 4 years, or their whole lives. I love the people I consider friends, and will remember everything from these past couple of years. I wanted to say that college would take me far away from the shit hole that is Texas (most specifically Irving), but I suppose we'll see. But after getting my associates, I can say that I will be away from Irving at least for awhile. Thank God.
These past couple of weeks, along with being sick almost every day, I have had alot of time to think about things, and it's been real. I think about certain times and I get sad reminising. Mostly because I miss some of the good times, not that these are horrid because they're not, but because I just do. Some of the times I've had are irreplacable. I miss the Who Can Push It Farther game. Conversations about baby porn are unforgettable. Throwing burritos into trucks parked in the street by douches with drive ways are great. Road trips,walking in the rain, fake outs, shows, concerts, homecoming fights, drug deals in your highschool bathrooms, casual indescretions of a teenager.....these are things I miss....just a few.
Shut up.