step back
sunday.
on sunday thngs went shite with me and gav
and as he sk8ted away from me after tellin me to shut up, i burst into tears it felt sorry horrible and hurt so much in side that i cryed even more, i felt so alone yet with lou dan and andi. i felt so small and so child like that i was surrouneded by my m8s, i new they loved me, but yet i felt so cold inside like a real inner cold, like my hart had stopped, coz i just realised it was aaron all over again, i love gav so much i really do. but i no he dont feel the same altho he says he likes me, its just hes textin other girls n gettin close n well if i get any more into him, ill get hurt so much, altho i dont wanna forget him, i guess ihave to, maybe just be m8s, coz its for the best no matter how much its gunna hurt me and make my endless tears come.
i feel so stupid for bein like thiis, but i really cant help it. i cood never make any1 understand how i feel bout gav, coz its just so hard to say or write. he made me feel like a queen he made me feel beautiful he made me feel like nuthing els matterd but me n him, n i feel so surecure with him as befor i felt so lonly n hard to get on with any guys. he ment the world to me, n i wont ever forget him, but i spose at the end of it, i have to, he dont want me a s a gf, maybe im just to younge. maybe im not wot he wants. i relli think he hasnt got over his previous gf maybe im just a rebound girl. like many others. i dunno. in the words of usher. gotta let it burn!
on sunday thngs went shite with me and gav
and as he sk8ted away from me after tellin me to shut up, i burst into tears it felt sorry horrible and hurt so much in side that i cryed even more, i felt so alone yet with lou dan and andi. i felt so small and so child like that i was surrouneded by my m8s, i new they loved me, but yet i felt so cold inside like a real inner cold, like my hart had stopped, coz i just realised it was aaron all over again, i love gav so much i really do. but i no he dont feel the same altho he says he likes me, its just hes textin other girls n gettin close n well if i get any more into him, ill get hurt so much, altho i dont wanna forget him, i guess ihave to, maybe just be m8s, coz its for the best no matter how much its gunna hurt me and make my endless tears come.
i feel so stupid for bein like thiis, but i really cant help it. i cood never make any1 understand how i feel bout gav, coz its just so hard to say or write. he made me feel like a queen he made me feel beautiful he made me feel like nuthing els matterd but me n him, n i feel so surecure with him as befor i felt so lonly n hard to get on with any guys. he ment the world to me, n i wont ever forget him, but i spose at the end of it, i have to, he dont want me a s a gf, maybe im just to younge. maybe im not wot he wants. i relli think he hasnt got over his previous gf maybe im just a rebound girl. like many others. i dunno. in the words of usher. gotta let it burn!