out side?
hey, today has been good, just got a comment not off pom witch is good (not sayin i dont enjoys pom) just sum1 els for once has an intrest to talk to me. was lil shes lovly *huggles*
any way...
i have been in alot of thought today, just bout loads of different things thats going on, bout my, wether i wanna go stay with char for a week, see if things improve, maybe it would be for the best, maybe not, im listening to this song rob sent me i relli like it its so calmin n brings me in deep thought also. another song i weridly like is avril lavigne! yes avril its werid but i like sum lines out of her song
" you were all the things i thought i new"
"you were everything everything that i wanted"
"all our memories so close to me just fade away"
"all this time you were predtending so much for my happy ending"
"nice to no that you were there thanx for acting like u cared ans for makin me feel like iwas the only won"
"nice to we had it all, thanx for watchin me as i fall"
all my fav lines! sad sad me
yanno that line is relli helping me get through shit at home n with my m8s n gav...
could be worse
coz it could n it helps me
on saturday i really broke down and became the little girl that i am, not the girl who acts older. n that little girl is my insurecure side, scared alone n lost n just genrally down,
but i guess since i met gav i have felt better bout myself. thats good i guess.
well atleast today i had ashley with me, he finally came back from turky n i mmissed him coz hes always there to listen to me when im down ect, n he always tells me im beautiful its a real boast n its gud:) so yea hes a gr8 m8 to me, me thinks won of my best boi m8s
well as james goldsbrough has a life n dont like me now more :( *sigh*
missed him but hes got leigh now so its ok.
me n hannah had apunchin fight she punched me in the ear is hurt but i kinda gave her a huge dead arm:s it hurt alot me thinks
oh well
so another annoyin day for me only 2 n half lesson left in year 9 wooooo cant wait gunna be mazin in ur 10 *so blatontly not * (cant spell)
welli got baby sittin tonight at half 8 yey for me how fun and amzlying gr8 *not*
well i spose theres nuthing to rite bout now
oo startin a song
its kinda shite
wont show it
not yet lol
ill rite back later
so :D:D:D
yes :(
XBYEX
fluffy *apprantly my new nick name coz of kelly *mwah* *
any way...
i have been in alot of thought today, just bout loads of different things thats going on, bout my, wether i wanna go stay with char for a week, see if things improve, maybe it would be for the best, maybe not, im listening to this song rob sent me i relli like it its so calmin n brings me in deep thought also. another song i weridly like is avril lavigne! yes avril its werid but i like sum lines out of her song
" you were all the things i thought i new"
"you were everything everything that i wanted"
"all our memories so close to me just fade away"
"all this time you were predtending so much for my happy ending"
"nice to no that you were there thanx for acting like u cared ans for makin me feel like iwas the only won"
"nice to we had it all, thanx for watchin me as i fall"
all my fav lines! sad sad me
yanno that line is relli helping me get through shit at home n with my m8s n gav...
could be worse
coz it could n it helps me
on saturday i really broke down and became the little girl that i am, not the girl who acts older. n that little girl is my insurecure side, scared alone n lost n just genrally down,
but i guess since i met gav i have felt better bout myself. thats good i guess.
well atleast today i had ashley with me, he finally came back from turky n i mmissed him coz hes always there to listen to me when im down ect, n he always tells me im beautiful its a real boast n its gud:) so yea hes a gr8 m8 to me, me thinks won of my best boi m8s
well as james goldsbrough has a life n dont like me now more :( *sigh*
missed him but hes got leigh now so its ok.
me n hannah had apunchin fight she punched me in the ear is hurt but i kinda gave her a huge dead arm:s it hurt alot me thinks
oh well
so another annoyin day for me only 2 n half lesson left in year 9 wooooo cant wait gunna be mazin in ur 10 *so blatontly not * (cant spell)
welli got baby sittin tonight at half 8 yey for me how fun and amzlying gr8 *not*
well i spose theres nuthing to rite bout now
oo startin a song
its kinda shite
wont show it
not yet lol
ill rite back later
so :D:D:D
yes :(
XBYEX
fluffy *apprantly my new nick name coz of kelly *mwah* *