back to square 1

[dead_like_mee]

yea i guess im back to sqaure one again saying " why cant i have a relationship like in the movies" i mean i aint askin for much lol not like to be there for me and hug me and take care of me for ever....that aint much is it???
things that happen really effect me and i really do wish they wud change or sum1 wud atleast tell the truth or i dunno take care of me?? im aproblem child and i need solving but i dont seem to have any one here!!!! but yea i mean i realli adore gav
and i mean ador not sum lil silly 14 yr old crush i ador the fuck otuta him and i dunno i cant seem to make sense of anything thats happend atm
its confusein and i need a window!! im freezing my tits off atm and my mum and dad have the got the doors open coz there hot so thats realli annyoing a i cant sleep and i dot feel lik eating i dunno wot to do withmyself atm and its confusin me so, anywho lou ect went camping last nnite didnt bother to ask me to go... thanx.....yea i dint do anything yesterday and i havent dun anything today, so im bored and helpless gr8
meh* another thing thats buggin me that my rents are hanging round me and i dont like it coz i feel there watching wot im typing
and i h8 that meh any way im gunna go
bye