rant... dont bother reading this....
baby.. i know we fight from time to time... you dont show your emotions either... i guess i'll have to deal. we need to work on some things. you make me feel like shit sometimes like new years... its ok that you went to blue mountain but you didnt have to tell me you were gonna go swimming... like holy fuck.. you wouldnt even call me at midnight. then for our one month... you didnt even come see me and you went to the mall with "becky" you were gone for house... how long doesit take at the mall. you HATE the mall! i can be the most jealous gf in the world and i always think the worst about everything. i cant help it. i just do and you saying you wanna do someting this weekend and i reminding you about my sister dinner... you said we'll see.... i came with you to meet you family.. how many dinners was that? 3 or 4? you could at least make and effort to sound happy about it. or is there someone else you'd rather be seeing. we never talk anymore and you always tease me about seeing someone else.. so what am i suposed to think? its different with me. im sorry baby but you can be such a jerk sometimes. do you even want to be with me? even thought im 2 years younger with you? or do you want someone more experienced and your own age? someone who wont care if you smoke pot and drink? well its nice how you say that if i ever start smoking you'll dump me and you know i hate it when you smoke weed and im pretty sure if i looked under your desk there wouldnt be any left. well maybe i should say if you smoke weed again i'll break up with you. its not like were gonna last. you're gonna dump me in march so you dont have to go to my formal with me. why wont you dance for me? or even with me? its the only thing ive asked of you. and you still wont do it. and i just your sex toy? sorry that was harsh. you make me cry sometimes... go ahead babe... make me cry.you're probably good at it... ive shed tears over you before so whats one more time... if your're gonna dump me do it soon before i get more attached to you. please break my heart like everyone else FUCKING does!!!
BAD SHIT
him- i could come see you but i still have to eat and get ready and want to
me- alright dw about it i'll see you some other night.
him- its not that i wanna see you buy itll be late by the time i get there, your makeing me feel bad
me- who'd you go to the mall with
him- becky... she needed a ride...
me- do you still really like me justin?
him- im still with you arent i. well bradshaw is here im out.
GOOD SHIT (so long ago)
him- so what do you wanna do on our date?
me- doesnt matter
him- do you just wanna cuddle up into a movie?
me- so is that all im worth?
him- there's no words to describe the beauty
There are good and bad things in our relationship... and they are just getting bad now. no more excitment. no more dates.... no love... -cries-
you know how i feel about you smoking weed. and you said you would come see me on friday.. but nooo you hung out with your friends and got stoned... you even told me yourself.. you know i HATE it. what am i to do with you... you dont kno do you... you dont know how i feel... it seems like you dont care anymore... i miss how it used to be...