This is what I think. so dont leave me gay comments!!
I am a whore
I am worthless
I am useless
I am a slut
I am alone
I am ugly
I am gross
I am annoying
I am fat
I am too emotional
I am an outcast
I am a misfit
I am depressed
I am depressing
I am a bitch
I am a "hater"
I am lonley
I am easy
I am weak
I am a skank
I am a dork
I am brokenhearted
I have low self-esteem
I am dark
I am finished..
Pleases dont leave me comments telling you love me... cause really if u did.. I would'nt feel like this. I feel things for a reason. Many of my "best" friends from gr.7-10 rarely talk to me now. And really.. it makes me upset. But I guess.. if they want me out of their lives.. then I can do that.. I just need to hear those words...Get out of my life, i dont need you anymore jes. You have done enough damage for now. If i need you to screw up my life anymore, I'll give you a call. School sucks.. I miss the old days... but I dont at the same time. I'm glad I've moved on and continued my life and broken apart from almost everyone else. Like Amanda.. she's been my best friend since gr.7... and now.. well... I'ts over I guess. We always used to talk about everything. But now It's different. She doesnt feel like she can talk to me.. let alone anyone. I feel partly to blame... But I guess thats life eh? Im sick, and I'm tired... and I'm fed up with people's bull shit!! Life will go on.. And things change... I wish I was a kid again. Not caring about anything. Loving everyone and everything. Being happy with who i am.. well.. was.... I'ts over..... Good-bye... Have a nice life... If you know who you are... you will probably get deleted off my msn.. not out of spite or anything.. I still care for you... But It's time for a change.. Please don't call me or anything...I'll just see you around. Now It's over