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:-/ so yea..my happy feeling is gone :( now i am back to being depressed. everyone wants me to go out 2nite and have a good time,but i do not think i can -cries- it just hurts to much, and no body seems to understand the pain. i am tired of the fighting, i am tired of not seeing her, i am tired of always being down on myself and blaming myself for it all..i hate being jealous, i hate thinkin of her w/ him, i hate it all...now i am gonna go depress myself at work..