Sep 17, 2005 17:25
My view on life.....
Many teenagers, my age, see life in many ways. you may hate how i descrbie how i see mine and i may hate yours. Life is funny like that. All you hear about these days are " who is jonny going out with?, who did susan have sex with?, Omg, rick has herpes? Hey dude got any pot? Beer? sweet!, wheres the party at bro? Who is that hot bitch over there? Got any somas peter?, dude i banged susan?, bro, we gonna get faded?" Big party. Or the other conversations are about wrist cutting or suicide. Yeah i talk about that shit to. Life isnt just about that. You never hear people saying " Peter ODed on somas and died, Susan got pregant and is gonna have an abortion, some kid drank and ran himself off a cliff, sweet dude, The star football player got caught with weed AWSOME!" No you dont hear those and the only time someone cares is when it happens to them or one of there friends. After high school you are on your own. Your parents will most likely tell you to move out get a job or go to junior collage. The weed you normally buy with your parents money will seem so expense when you have to feen for yourself. The free beer at the old high school parties will now cost 5 bucks at collage ones. Stealing cloths from wal-mart will be a worse punishment when you 21. Skipping work wont be as easy as skipping school was. Not a lot of 15 or 16 year olds think about those possiblities. Life= party to most. But when it hits you, you go down hard. Yeah i have fun. I talk how most 15 year olds do. I talk about the latest gossip and shit like that. But i realize what life is. I realize that life is a four letter word that has the biggest meaning. Life to me is being alive, working, playing, cry, all human emotions, but also being free. I realize that after high school, im on my own. I have to put bread on my table and i have to work to be able to live a half decent life. Everything is going up these days. People i dont think relaize how good they got it. People in New orleans have lost everything they had, people in iraq have less limitaions due to being classified to all stuborn Americans as terriost, people in china are still living under a communist rule but are still making the best inventions in the world. People have to extend their minds, look the fuck around you people, look at what you have. Look at what others have. Dont sit there and cry on how your life sucks when you have a mom and a dad, a house, a car, a phone, dont sit there and shit on how bad you have it. Many people have it worse. I used to do that, but now i relaize i have a pretty damn good American life. I have a lot of things people wish they had, i tkae advantage everyday on the things i got. Im trying to fix my life to live more efficiant. I spend a dollar in 1 min when people only have a dollar and have to use it over a coarse of a week to buy food. Im not perfect. I just live good. I have ups and downs, but i now realize i cant sit and dweel on shit i dont have. Who gives a fuck if you cant have the pair of cute designer jeans, many people would kill just to have 1 pair of good desent looking jeans. Open your minds, that is all i have to say.
Thanks.