Sep 22, 2004 00:10
so som shits been happening and im a really fucked up jerk so someone just fucking kill meknow before i make more souls hate me and me hate more souls.....fuck....look im really sorry but i was trying to find you...i did go to the place you told me to go but i got fucking tired of waiting so i left but i was still looking for you at my spot.....fuck y do i do things to make people hate me....oh yeah thats how im living in this god for saken body...i hate me...fuck ive been a true asshole these couple of days compared to my life...i highly doubt...no im sure that no one will fucking miss me in this world once im gone...im just your little paranormal stucture that can breath....im surprised people even turn around to see me at all knowing the horrible person i am....yes ***** i said i was changing but you seem really pissed for what i did to you so im letting you shoot me...man im such a dick head to the world...why do some people love me...okay just one person loves me, maybe shell miss me...i love her too much....i wish i could turn back time so i can see what i did wrong and fix it to go to the good lifestyle....brian i hope you miss me cause ill sure as hell miss you....fuck just fucking hate me and ill be happy....