I am going to write about my crazy weekend because I am confused and hurt and messed up and actually okay now but don't know what to do or think kinda thing
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If I may, agree with this incredible man, he knows something others do not. He uses the fact that you know more about him then I evidently know about Raven. And his quote there is no love without regret, this is very true...
I am very much your senior, hell...Raven's senior as well. I have been down vicious paths. I have chosen the highway of love that leaves me torn apart and seriously scarred. However, I do not wish for it to go away. I do not regret my love for Charlie. I regret the pain I allowed, but not for an instance do I regret having him in my life.
Having said this, you have spent years with this man. You have given him your body, and I imagine, part of your heart. But have you given this man your soul? Until you have given your entire being to a person, you still have something to save and something to give, you know? I am not trying to be perplexing, but you have to answer the question, can I live this way forever? Because that is what love is supposed to be. If you cannot look yourself in the mirror and say yes, I can do this everyday, then you are wasting yours and Joe's time. I can deal with Charlie's bullshit forever, however...I am choosing not to. That is different.
Now, in Joe's defense. I have been down the road of drugs and alcohol, sex and all that jazz. Pot is a better choice then alcohol. Both choices suck, nothing good can come from any of them. However, in the states, you have to seriously worry about the ramifications of drinking. Hostility, drunken driving, all that jazz... So try not to be too harsh on a joint here or there.
Love you babes. Can call me if you need to talk...
PS! Sorry about the PS! I know!!! How the fuck am i senior? I am nothing of... Hey! Who took my cane? Ah, there it is. So where was i? Yeah! Soap bubbles. You want lots of soap bubbles in that turkey... And don't forget to remember to bring a beer or two!
I am very much your senior, hell...Raven's senior as well. I have been down vicious paths. I have chosen the highway of love that leaves me torn apart and seriously scarred. However, I do not wish for it to go away. I do not regret my love for Charlie. I regret the pain I allowed, but not for an instance do I regret having him in my life.
Having said this, you have spent years with this man. You have given him your body, and I imagine, part of your heart. But have you given this man your soul? Until you have given your entire being to a person, you still have something to save and something to give, you know? I am not trying to be perplexing, but you have to answer the question, can I live this way forever? Because that is what love is supposed to be. If you cannot look yourself in the mirror and say yes, I can do this everyday, then you are wasting yours and Joe's time. I can deal with Charlie's bullshit forever, however...I am choosing not to. That is different.
Now, in Joe's defense. I have been down the road of drugs and alcohol, sex and all that jazz. Pot is a better choice then alcohol. Both choices suck, nothing good can come from any of them. However, in the states, you have to seriously worry about the ramifications of drinking. Hostility, drunken driving, all that jazz... So try not to be too harsh on a joint here or there.
Love you babes. Can call me if you need to talk...
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How the fuck am i senior? I am nothing of... Hey! Who took my cane? Ah, there it is. So where was i? Yeah! Soap bubbles. You want lots of soap bubbles in that turkey... And don't forget to remember to bring a beer or two!
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