OK, so it wasn't exactly a Christmas out of the movies. But it went surprisingly well, given that most Christmases for the Echolls siblings have been one step removed from hellish
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"Be serious for a minute. This is important. My family doesn't have a great record where Christmas is concerned, and . . . I don't know, I guess I thought that might change this year. And then I incinerated a turkey and fought with Logan and it still went better than I had any right to expect. But please tell me someone here had a good Christmas."
"No one almost died, so actually it's a pretty good Christmas by our standards. I don't know what there is to say. Give me 24 hours, and I'll find the humor in it, Chinese food and all.
"I'm sorry Logan's such a brat when you're around. I think he was trying tonight, even if it was hard to tell.
"Anyway," she says, managing a smile for him, "Merry Christmas."
"It would help," says Trina, gently, "if you didn't take that attitude. Logan's been psychoanalyzed by a lot of people better trained in the job than you or me, and he doesn't take it well. And he's been going through a difficult time for the last 18 years."
"Okay," says Trina, "Okay. I'm really not trying to fight with you, Chad, I'm just trying to have something that even vaguely resembles a normal relationship with my brother. And part of that is that my brother and my . . . you getting along. So, for my sake, would you try not to patronize him? And I know that's not what you're meaning to do, but that's how he takes it."
"What would you rather I did - shouted at him? I mean, I'm sorry he takes trying to be nice as patronization, but . . . what is the other option we're discussing here?"
"The issue," she says, forgetting to keep her voice down, "is that when he was ten, and I was eighteen, I left him alone with those people. And the person I was dating when I did that was you. And you've always come at him like he's some misunderstood kid and you know what he's going through, and you don't, Chad. You couldn't, because we don't tell people about it."
She stops, lowers her voice back to just above a whisper. "The short version is, you cannot understand what our childhoods were like. I don't understand them, and I lived though them."
"Leave it for the morning after."
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"And why are we whispering? It sounds like she'd sleep through a earthquake, Chad."
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"Well - it's only polite," he says. Still whispering, though he sounds a little embarrassed about it.
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Beat.
"Did you have a good Christmas?"
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. . . come on, what other answer could he give?
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"Be serious for a minute. This is important. My family doesn't have a great record where Christmas is concerned, and . . . I don't know, I guess I thought that might change this year. And then I incinerated a turkey and fought with Logan and it still went better than I had any right to expect. But please tell me someone here had a good Christmas."
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"I was being serious."
Pause.
"You want to talk about it?"
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"I'm sorry Logan's such a brat when you're around. I think he was trying tonight, even if it was hard to tell.
"Anyway," she says, managing a smile for him, "Merry Christmas."
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Which is a shame, because Logan certainly means at least a little of it personally.
"Guess the only thing to do is make sure next Christmas is better - right?"
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"I just don't think that reacting back with anger is going to help."
It's not so much psychoanalyzation as touchy-feely Dr. Spockian sensibilities, if that helps.
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"What would you rather I did - shouted at him? I mean, I'm sorry he takes trying to be nice as patronization, but . . . what is the other option we're discussing here?"
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"Just forget I said anything, okay? I'm sorry. Just forget it."
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"I mean, if there's an issue here, we should talk it through - God knows I don't want to piss the kid off more."
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She stops, lowers her voice back to just above a whisper. "The short version is, you cannot understand what our childhoods were like. I don't understand them, and I lived though them."
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