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[dead_funk]

havent written in here in ages... not much is new, my life is still dull as ever...Ive heard talk of my parents, they want to send me to rehab soon and they want to get me a shrink, and sadly enough a few people think the same way as my rents......hahaha who would of ever guessed i would worry my parents this badly...yes i realize ive become an

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[psycho_circus]

Honestly Amber, that is the stupidest things I've ever heard you say. I love you and all, but what are you thinking? Being an alcoholic is not good, it's not making you happy. It's an addiction, that has altered your mind to think that way. It's synthetic happiness. And why not drink? because essentially it can kill you if you abuse it. It can kill you physically and psychologically. You can develop severe problems such a memory loss and end up in a nursing home at age 45...something that happened to my cousin's husband. Also, the come down affects, if your problem is serious enough can be similar to getting off heroin and if not properly induced, can instantly kill you. Also, if you are pregnant, you can hurt your child. You can hurt the people around you and they will lose respect for you because all you are doing is causing self inflicted hurt on yourself...You may think it's fun and games now, but in the long run, it's not. All and all it's your choice, but if you want to end up losing your ability to function, then I suggest you

[acureforcareful]

I agree with Amber, babe, its not worth the 'happy' term, I won't lie.. Its why I've sort of pulled away from you.. I miss the old Amber, when two or three drinks was enough, and you could enjoy a good laugh without booze. Life is what you make of it, not what the people around you make of it, don't drink away yourself, and your problems, it doesn't work, you're just creating more future problems.. I worry about you so much... Even though it may not seem like it, but I do.. Everytime I see you I want to be happy, but I can't be.. I miss you, minus the alcohol, I love you still, without a doubt, but I miss you, the actual you.. Take care of yourself, if you can't find a reason for yourself, think about the people who care about you..