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Nov 09, 2007 01:02

Its 1:00 a.m. I cant sleep because I am huge and cant get comfortable. Try not sleeping on your belly, it sucks. I am in pain a whole lot of the time because the baby is growing faster than my body can handle. I left class today and rushed to the doctor just to find that out. My ligaments are stretching and "yes, that can be painful". The doctor could have told me that on the phone instead of have me speed all the way to Dupont.
I have to work at 8 a.m. and I just want to sleep. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A part of me loves being pregnant. I get to feel Stella moving and I always have her with me. Other than that, I just dont know. I live in constant fear that she is going to come early and die, I can barely get up without help, I get sharp pains, my hips are spreading which hurts even worse, I am paranoid that I am going to end up getting stretch marks, I feel so ugly, I get worked up all of the time just thinking about the pain of childbirth.....the list goes on. I try not to bitch about it outloud so I had to write this. Monday starts my 7th month. woohoo.
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