they say it gets easier

[dead_filmaker]

but i dont think they has ever had this sort of guilt.

i am going to try and stay on the positive side and look to the future

why is it i love hearing what most guys run from?

i guess i am weird

but we all knew that i guess

but i guess from tragedy comes laughter and now after breaking threw the initial fear i feel more and more connection and love....i really wish this feeling didnt come at this expense though

i am sorry

but i love you and you make getting up in the morning and working my ass off worth it

i love you

i dont know what else i can say to you to make you understand this any more than the simple fact that i love you.