Apr 14, 2008 13:18
so over the past few days i think i ahve been readlly crawling back from the slump that i was in i am enjoying the thought of being in love again more and more and am able to embrace it more and more with out being afriad of being hurt.
its the little things i am enjoying now like going to visit her ta work and on the way there getting hit with the butterflies and just being so amazed and happy with the simple fact that i am going to visit her and how damn cute she is going to look in her little work shirt cleaning like the crazy jaoanese girl she is haha <3
i am really happy i hope things keep on liek this i have felt a few moments in the past fews days that had me freting but i think i am better only time will tell in the end i guess but at least she is with me every step of the way and at least i feel like i can come to her with any of this i am very happy for her
not going to question why i finally got lucky enogh to have her dumped on my lap but i am going to run with it and make the most of it hopefully for a long long time i know its early and all but i dont wnat this to end and i know some people say its creepy to say that this early or this young but when somehting/ some one does this and makes you feel this way why the fuck would you ever wnat to let it go ever!?
to me thats just crazy
but if ya wnat call me crazy i ahve needed this
i ahve wnated this
and needing what you wnat and finally getting it is prolly one of the best feelings in the world
imma shut up now i just needed to revle in being happy for a nice change of pace!!
p.s. i love myjah !!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s.s. hands of bitches!!! she be mines!!!