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Today I planned on studying, but didn't, I slept too late, spent a bit of time missing you, and then listened to straylight run. I should be studying, but instead, I decided to do this.
I am going to write something for 10 anonymous people. I will not tell you which one is yours unless you guess. Many of these will sound similar, but if you are smart, you will know which one is yours.
1. You are my best friend. I haven't known you for as long as I wish I'd known you, but you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Its funny how you seem to call exactly when I'm thinking of you, but maybe thats because I'm always doing that. You read my mind and somehow talking to you makes every little bad thing about my day disapear. I love you, in every way possible to love a person, & regardless of any doubts, or problems that may occur, I am prepared to spend the rest of my life making sure you know that. You erase every problem and insecurity that ever comes into my life & one day I will repay you for everything that you have done for me.
2. I have known you almost my entire life. I still remeber your first words to me. &although I get frustrated sometimes because of our different outlooks on certain things, I still love you. You are like a part of my family and without you, my life would not be complete. You are the first person I call when I am allowed to "bring a friend" & I do not think it is possible for any two people to do some of the things we have done.
3. It may seem a bit out of place that I put you in here, because we don't do much talking anymore, and you probably wont even see this. But if by chance you come across this, you'll know it's for you. We became so close over the summer, and especially after Washington. You were always so beautiful to me, and I always wished that somehow I could be a bit more like you. You were my closest friend for a short time, and we probably wont get around to hanging out, but I miss you, & I think of you often.
4. I just recently met you, and it is not often that I see a person and have the reaction that I did when I first saw you. I did not expect things to last as long as they have, even though it hasn't been long at all only a month so, or for things to be this wonderful. I am not good at relationships, and for a while the word love hasn't come easily to me, but I'm hoping that eventually it will. I have had my doubts, but knowing me I have doubts about everything. But you are incredible and I love spending time with you, and I love spending time with your friends, and I am so glad that I met you. The minute I saw you I knew that you would turn out wonderful,and I was right and I'm so lucky that I've found you. I'm going to try my hardest to be the best girlfriend I can be, because it is what you deserve. I wish that I could find the words to tell you how much you mean to me, but I can't, except to say I love every little thing about you.
5. This year we've become so close. I'm so glad that we have so many classes together. You help motivate me, and you are always there when I find myself falling behind. Whenever I am feeling bad about myself, you always help me to find something possitive. We always find a way to get a good laugh out of every situation, whether its me, cutting science, or nearly hitting mr. jennette with a mini frisbee, or cheating on spelling tests. I'm glad I have you to rely on. And I'm so glad that I met you.
6. You are my god, I am your hero, and together we fucking rule everything. Our pimpin' days will never be over. Until we find out golden plungers, that is because presently we only have like... toilet brushes or something. Did you just say horse wiener? Wanna have sex with no pants? I love you, and when we're old enough, we will own our very own shag pad, and only party with beautiful people.
7. We have the same outlooks on everything. You're always there for me and i love spending time with you, whether its dancing around drunk on new years or refusing to get out of my bed at 5 o clock in the after noon. I love you so much, and you're one of the most beautiful people I've ever known. & lord knows we love to, suuuuuckkk it.
8. I wish we could spend more time together. There is never a dull moment with you. I miss our cow pie making days our odd cow bird & our long phone conversations. I miss you all the time, and I will always cherish every memory we've ever had together. You are beautiful and caring and wonderful. I love you.
9. We hardly talk anymore but you still owe me a sleep over, and we still need to create a bubble bath in the fountain at the mall. We hated eachother for a long time, and then became close for a while but drifted so I'm sorry for that, and I miss you.
10. We went out a really long time ago, and then stopped talking for a while. But I really missed your friendship and hoped that you'd talk to me, but you didn't until this year. You're always there for me and you're one of the closest people to me. Thank you for everything. p.s. don't hug hobos