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So I've been having trouble sleeping... I think school is really messing with my head. I sit and do nothing, completely bored, or not interested. Every class is pointless, I want to just stop coming here. I want to get out, away from my house, from this school, out of this state. I want to get away.
Mrs. Davis is awesome, she's always someone I can chat with 2nd period to push away boredom in the morning. I have to find things to do in class to keep me occupied, but its hard to be motivated.
I dropped out of tech, almost completely, except for working in class but apparently Mr. Rosen doesn't think we're working enough for his liking. I really wish I hadn't signed up for his class this year. I could have gotten out a period early, that would have been nice. The more I drift away from it, the happier I am with my decision. I never really liked tech, and it sucked when I was completely kicked out of the loop. Its just not worth doing something that I feel disconnected from, that I'm not involved in really.
I need to find a job, now. I need to earn enough money to support myself for the summer, so that I can go on my road trip before I need to go to college. I really want to travel, see places and maybe even hit the west coast, that'd be pretty cool, I think. I can't wait.
So, I'm 18... that kinda slipped past me real quick. Cuz nothing changed, except that lately I've been more short tempered with my parents for still treating me like a kid. Grrr...
Mrs. Davis is awesome, she's always someone I can chat with 2nd period to push away boredom in the morning. I have to find things to do in class to keep me occupied, but its hard to be motivated.
I dropped out of tech, almost completely, except for working in class but apparently Mr. Rosen doesn't think we're working enough for his liking. I really wish I hadn't signed up for his class this year. I could have gotten out a period early, that would have been nice. The more I drift away from it, the happier I am with my decision. I never really liked tech, and it sucked when I was completely kicked out of the loop. Its just not worth doing something that I feel disconnected from, that I'm not involved in really.
I need to find a job, now. I need to earn enough money to support myself for the summer, so that I can go on my road trip before I need to go to college. I really want to travel, see places and maybe even hit the west coast, that'd be pretty cool, I think. I can't wait.
So, I'm 18... that kinda slipped past me real quick. Cuz nothing changed, except that lately I've been more short tempered with my parents for still treating me like a kid. Grrr...