Same as posted in my MySpace
I guess Kyle thinks I don't really like him.. that I like someone else. :-/ Truth is I really like Kyle. But I guess this whole time i've been thinking he doesn't like me that much. We both keep mentioning the fact that other people like us. So were just confusing each other a lot. Cuz he doesn't know what to do and I don't know what to do. Then I guess the fact that I dated Ryan has a lot to do with things.. I don't wanna date Kyle and have Ryan be pissed at him.. the last thing I wanna do is get between two friends.. i've already done that once.. and it didn't turn out good. Yeah, I don't really care what Ryan thinks.. but I care enough for Kyle so that makes up for it. I've put up with Ryan's crap for over a year and it sucks, I hate to be the one to put anyone else through it. So I guess thats Kyle's choice to make. Cuz i'll be happy with whatever he wants to do. But I don't know where Ryan stands on it all.. for all I know Ryan would kill Kyle if he ever dated me. n I guess thats whats got me in a bunch. Its just all a mess.. but what I know for sure is that I really really like Kyle.
Hmm also, my moms uncle Dave died last night and her Aunt Billie(i think) was told she has 48 hours to live.. so my mom is a wreck and i feel so bad for her. So I gave her a big hug n kiss and told her i loved her just to put a lil smile on her face.
Hmm also, my moms uncle Dave died last night and her Aunt Billie(i think) was told she has 48 hours to live.. so my mom is a wreck and i feel so bad for her. So I gave her a big hug n kiss and told her i loved her just to put a lil smile on her face.