I'm complaining.. so if u dont wanna know.. dont read it.
So.. its offical. everything is out in the open. Ryan cheated on me and decided not to tell me even though i've known all along. Cuz u know its funny, when your boyfriend doesn't answer your calls.. when hes out n about n what he told you he was "doing" makes no since to why he wouldnt answer his phone. He tells you not to worry about a certain girl.. to come to find out your thoughts are true.. he fuckin fucked her.. and probably every other thing you've been told is true to. It seriously is the hardest thing ever to find out that all along you've been right and he has the guts to lie to your face about it all.
That took a load of.. a lil. Freakin took forever for him to just even say it. n u know thats bull. because everytime shiit would happen. i told him that if he told me now it be better then me finding out later cuz id just be more pissed later then i would then. well he decided not to tell me. n look where it got him?
hes like everyone hates me. well everyone doesnt hate him. i dont hate him. i could never hate him. hate is a strong word. i just cant believe him. hes so stupid. he dug his own hole. im sick of tryin to help him outta it. ive told him i dont know how many times that it would happen.
so.. all along. people who have said shiit to me about my relationship.. ive gotten mad at. because i get told im stupid and things along those lines. BUT NO ONE UNDERSTANDS BUT ME!!!!!! NO ONE DOES!! you guys didnt have to go through the same crap i went through. you dont have the like super bi-polar boyfreind. i put myself through so much just to finally find the truth.. and im not done. this isnt the end.
i know ive been snappy lately. i cant help it. im sorry. just more shiit has been going on then i lead it to be.
truthfully.. i kinda have Meiser to thank for a lot.. yeah shut up.. weird I know.. but if u knew my reasoning behind it.. you'd understand. nothin bad.
schools makin me mad.. ohh man.. grr. everyday i keep hearin new things that i supposively "said" im like wow. i never said that. i guess i hate certain ppl because of this n that. i mean whatever. its all like wow i definitly didnt say that one.. yupp didnt say that one either. its all stupid.
So today my sista told me.. that someone told her she was very different then me.. Since I dress in black a lot and my sister is way preppy. Well I guess I can't help that me and my sister have different personalities.. n actually I don't think I dress in black that much! Only when i'm in a really shiity mood.. which has been how i've been feeling a lot lately. Sorry I can't help it.. to much stress.
well its 10:30 im mad. and im really cranky and tired. this is the latest ive stayed up ..since.. umm well like weeks ago.
long entry i know. but ehh some shiit i hadda get out.
thanks to everyone whos been there for me. i love you all.
That took a load of.. a lil. Freakin took forever for him to just even say it. n u know thats bull. because everytime shiit would happen. i told him that if he told me now it be better then me finding out later cuz id just be more pissed later then i would then. well he decided not to tell me. n look where it got him?
hes like everyone hates me. well everyone doesnt hate him. i dont hate him. i could never hate him. hate is a strong word. i just cant believe him. hes so stupid. he dug his own hole. im sick of tryin to help him outta it. ive told him i dont know how many times that it would happen.
so.. all along. people who have said shiit to me about my relationship.. ive gotten mad at. because i get told im stupid and things along those lines. BUT NO ONE UNDERSTANDS BUT ME!!!!!! NO ONE DOES!! you guys didnt have to go through the same crap i went through. you dont have the like super bi-polar boyfreind. i put myself through so much just to finally find the truth.. and im not done. this isnt the end.
i know ive been snappy lately. i cant help it. im sorry. just more shiit has been going on then i lead it to be.
truthfully.. i kinda have Meiser to thank for a lot.. yeah shut up.. weird I know.. but if u knew my reasoning behind it.. you'd understand. nothin bad.
schools makin me mad.. ohh man.. grr. everyday i keep hearin new things that i supposively "said" im like wow. i never said that. i guess i hate certain ppl because of this n that. i mean whatever. its all like wow i definitly didnt say that one.. yupp didnt say that one either. its all stupid.
So today my sista told me.. that someone told her she was very different then me.. Since I dress in black a lot and my sister is way preppy. Well I guess I can't help that me and my sister have different personalities.. n actually I don't think I dress in black that much! Only when i'm in a really shiity mood.. which has been how i've been feeling a lot lately. Sorry I can't help it.. to much stress.
well its 10:30 im mad. and im really cranky and tired. this is the latest ive stayed up ..since.. umm well like weeks ago.
long entry i know. but ehh some shiit i hadda get out.
thanks to everyone whos been there for me. i love you all.