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well i was reading tanias update about her anorexic niece and it got me thinking about my own cousin. coz i am worried about her. a few years ago she was...lets say...rather large. then i didnt c her for a few months and wen i did see her...she was skinny as shit and iwas like "oh good for her". but then i was talking to my aunty (her mom) and i found out that my cousin lost all this weight because of bulimia. and that shocked me coz my cuz was all cool and fun. anyway that was the beiggining. she hooked up with this guy called ben. ben is a fuckwit. he just came out of jail and is a total junkie. everyone in the family hates him so now my cuz is....ummm...out of the fmaily? i dunno no one talks to her. she is now a junkie and looks like shit everytime i see her. she looks odd because the bulimia makes ur body distorted and she always has black under her eyes. she is too scraed to leave ben coz he abuses her and yer. he also threatens to kill my other cousin (her brother) everytime he sees him and my cuz (the male one) lived across the road from me and the other week there were cops there becuase my OTHER cousins bike was stolen and there was a knife in the front yard. but of course the pigs didnt do anything and fuck knows wat now. and thats my story. i just cant believe how she has fucked up her life. she doesnt talk to her mother. if she sees any family member at all. she ignores them. sometimes i see her on the bus and she will say hi but thats it. i no she can do better than this fuckhead and she doesnt deserve the life she is living. she used to be so nice and cool to hang around but bulimia and this fucker have wrecked her life...and she's only 19. and she wont let anyone help her . she wont help herslef. i guess she's just given up. and thats fucked up....ANY HOOOOO...on a lighter note...i get an ultrasound tomorrow and i am NOT gonna piss my pants. yes...the baby is fine...lol... JOKE i am NOT like tamara austing that gutless SLUT!! meh meh MEH!!!