Drinking at the PALMS last night.
Sometimes I get into these moods.
These moods where I want to have an iMac and drink coffee in a coffee shop and blog about the coffee Im drinking at the coffee shop. I want to have an iPhone and a snazzy wardrobe. I want my home to be decorated and creative and full of plants in creative ways. like all the fucking pictures I look at online in those design blogs and stuff.
I can have it all. I just need to put my mind to it is all. Pick a project and do it!
*le sigh*
I think I keep myself from doing a lot of cool things. I wonder why I do that. I keep myself from making and keeping friends too. I wish I didn't burn so many bridges in my past. I am trying to make better of it now. I see all these things that I want to get better at and improve in my life. I feel like I am making progress towards those things, but not every single thing. For some reason, I need to make every single thing better cause if I dont, I will let that one thing consume me and bring me down. (ie ART! and being creative)
Back to these moods...
I want to have the perfect blogs to look at. I want the fresh design elements from high-end blogs and things. I get into a horrible mood when all I do is check my person email, work email, gmail, electric embers, google reader, pinterest. I get so over it. I just have to pull away.
Today I want to make the mudroom a little more exciting. Something with plants would be nice. I also want to let Mike sleep until he feels better. Oh, I have to go grocery shopping. And....? Maybe I can get the plants at New Seasons?
Maybe there are cheaper places? But yeah, this is the hole I get into when I want to buy something or do something. Is it the best way? Is it the cheapest way? Is there a better way? Maybe it's not important to do the best way? Just a way.