my stomache hurts

[dead_after_dark]

I am quite a jumbled mess. sometimes things go right and sometimes horribly wrong. I am teaching myself the art of self preservation.

my state of mind constantly changes. I am keeping this blog as a record of my inner workings. people have suggested I write, I feel like have too much to say. Maybe I overestimate myself. Maybe not.
Suppose this could help.
What the hell.

I can imagine myself with a nice house with my darling. I will refer to him as my darling. I also can imagine myself moving a lot and never settling down. I need to stop imagining myself. It get's complicated.

I'm done for tonight..